I remain undecided, as I look at the moon tonight.
And tonight, of all nights, it decides to have an eclipse.
There is no light tonight; even the blurry vision that I had of the moon does not exist anymore.
For a while, darkness surrounds everything, even the fake street lights. Even my heart.
And I remain undecided. And I remain confused.
Just as I think that my vision of the moon is getting clearer, something disturbs it.
And I realize, that after all, I have not given the moon the attention that it deserves.
I have not given the moon what is needed, to be able to draw it on a plain white paper with my eyes closed.
And I realize, that maybe, maybe, that eclipse is an eye-opener, after all.
What's the difference between a plain white paper and a moon-less sky? If I was asked to draw it, I could just say that the moon is there, but during an eclipse, so you cannot really see it on that white paper.
Indecisiveness is confusing, and for the first time I realize how consuming it is, to the heart and the mind.
I pray that it is all worth it in the end.
Wed June 15, 2011. 11:48 PM.
And tonight, of all nights, it decides to have an eclipse.
There is no light tonight; even the blurry vision that I had of the moon does not exist anymore.
For a while, darkness surrounds everything, even the fake street lights. Even my heart.
And I remain undecided. And I remain confused.
Just as I think that my vision of the moon is getting clearer, something disturbs it.
And I realize, that after all, I have not given the moon the attention that it deserves.
I have not given the moon what is needed, to be able to draw it on a plain white paper with my eyes closed.
And I realize, that maybe, maybe, that eclipse is an eye-opener, after all.
What's the difference between a plain white paper and a moon-less sky? If I was asked to draw it, I could just say that the moon is there, but during an eclipse, so you cannot really see it on that white paper.
Indecisiveness is confusing, and for the first time I realize how consuming it is, to the heart and the mind.
I pray that it is all worth it in the end.
Wed June 15, 2011. 11:48 PM.
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